To properly decide which way to go, which one to be with, which shirt to wear, or which words to say

我開始構築分隔島，讓思緒分流。

死盯著印花圖案不斷重複，想法和想說的話在圖案與圖案交接處稍稍浮現，再被排山倒海的反覆圖案淹沒。

思緒如洪流，常常呼嘯而過，只留下我瞪著水痕，什麼也琢磨不出。