Couldn't shake off a sense of uncertainty today.
A sense of uncertainty concerning my soul, integrity, and morality, rather than the unsureness towards the world.
I feel adrift, as if I was becoming someone else. Not as simple as falling or being corrupted, though; nor is it a 2.0 verision of me. It is like my old, stubborn values and principles are flowing away through my fingers like sand. The colour of the original self-image is dimmed, but nothing has replaced it yet.
So here I stand, hanging on to some loosening strings.
Objectively speaking, I am not a worse person. But I can't shake off the guilty feeling whatsoever.
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