Roller Coaster Rides Over and Over

Paying 2000 turned out to be no need.
It feels like EARNING 2000 psychologically.

First I thought he's one of my favourites,
then I was told that he hit his wife, way after the gossip first burst out,
then found out that he hit his mom and older sis rather than his wife,
then thought of it as if he'd betrayed me,
then I digged deeper,
then found out that he's even a better person than I ecpected him to be,
so now I know he's still one of my favourites!
Oh Christian......