7 January 2009

My Obsession with "how who's doing now and then"

It started as a tweet but it grew bigger and I have to blog about it.

When I'm stuck in one place doing the same thing for too long
I begin to miss everybody I know, literally.
This "everybody" indicates my have been crushes, once adored writers, artists, musicians, atheletes, childhood acquaintances, once-to-be news headlines, and everybody else.
Then I begin compulsively to think about what they're doing and all.
I wonder how it can improve my own status of being in this constant phase of anxiety and fear of being ignorant, and it actually doesn't.
It doesn't, and yet I still feel this urge to find everything out (while only ending up with the outdated outdateds.)

And now I'll try to escape from this loop by
getting my chocolate pudding and then eliminate it.
(Yeah! My stomach has returned from the acid land! Hooray!)

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